this is really ironic, cause you are seeing me posting after my previous post last night saying that "i will be getting busy(lazy)."
kns. *pls note, if you are not 3 years old and above or not ready for a sicky person complaining abt his life problem-cum-frustrations that cannot be changed/improved/altered, pls stop reading.
and today, waking up is another ironic approach by my mom and dad. erm, i went to sleep early to rest, to skip swimming with edvwin, belson and chun ann, and to get better hopefully, but they started rattling at me around 6am. wth. what happened to the "oh, you are sick, rest(sleep) well, and get well soon!" kinda of attitude you use to treat sick pple, especially me who is sick for one bloody week? oh, mom and dad didn't notice(as usual), fine then. *headache now, which is making me very quick tempered* And now i got to tend the shop, which is not really tough, air-conditioned environment, and fake smiling at all the customers(some are really up in your ass.) ouch, my head.
on top of the busy SUNDAY day, my beloved sister is not here currently, carrying out a workshop for the purposes of meeting one of her long-time-no-see volunteer tuition teacher and earn money when the shop(s) are shorthanded. wait a minute! the shop is always shorthanded, that's why most of my holidays revolve around this farm, that the shops are located, that pays for my school fees, my food, my bills and ensure i look like a normal person on the outside. hmm, can't complain abt this, but wondering why my mum and dad are maintain this low labour cost management style, family style. oops, i said it out already. grr.
on a side note, hend have to 'disturb' me now, just scolded him. ***k off!!! (kwx)
then CMPB smsed me to remind me that i haven completely NS registration.. oh my, it's so complex and tedious. more things added to my Headache. woa, now it has evolved to Splitting Headache. not good -.- i still got a few more section to fill up before 9 of Jan, ok, wishing myself good luck here. NS is not bad right? all the fun(and punishment) can get in the short 22 months with lots of presumably straight men (cause when you fill up the pre-enlistment form, under the medical section, they ask if you have any social problems, e.g. homosexuality) and do a lot of activities together, learn new stuff, live life like never before, blow up some earth and kill some target boards, become female-thirsty in the off balanced yin-yang environment and turn vulgar.
oh my, i rattle so much that my Splitting Headache is getting constant, the part of the graph that you see when all the reactants has reacted and reached maximum status. wondering if my nose will start flushing out bloody mucus again. but the good thing is that my cough is gone (pls dun come back for the next 6 months), my nose is cleared with little amount of fluids flowing out still, i
oh my, this time, it would be good for my sister to arrive at the shop and says she will take over my duties from now so i can go rest. -.- my big fat hope. and now there's a uncle in the shop, sitting within 1meter radius of me and speaking loudly over the phone and seriously, messing with my metal processes and making my blood throb harder.
*complains and complains*
and since i think i will be busy(really busy, not lazy) tmr, let's say something for next year.
year 2008!
self: starve your self at school, especially MegaBites food, cause the food does not worth the money, buy a bottle of 1.5L water from Ngee Ann's Cheers and survive on that. exercise more, get lean to attract more girls. enjoy better company. grow taller still. feed myself less.
other self: try to lower standards, try even harder to forget about the past, erase the moral values settled in since young, turn into a jerk/playboy and fall into love recklessly. basically, turn into a flirt, if i got the minimum requirements to do that.. haha, take this paragraph with a pinch of salt.
Studies: while starving self, study for a better grades. the quality of the grades now is sure gonna waste the school fees i am paying right now. make more smart friends, practice more if i have to, live no life, live school life while in school. study from 0700hrs to 1900hrs. pinch of sugar this time. but the truth is A-,B+,B,B,B- is really not good enough.
ZingO: dot dot dot. thinking thru Edvwin's words right. if true, then should all slow learners just pick up a piece of rock and hit themselves in the head until they are dead? even as someone not very religious,i would say that the supreme forces have created pple equally in my point of view, strengths and limitations are equally spread out, the only thing different is time, that's why we do not have the ability of manipulate time. all i wanna say is hang on there, whatever comes, take in in our strive and with a little self conscious, we will pull thru and become the best of best friends til we die. just have to pull things together. why, cause we are part of 不一样的 Boy Band. lol.
and i want more quality pple to join, not pple who just come and quit halfway, pple who can pull thru challenges with us. and want better works. simple wish, but enormous efforts needed to achieve.
for Singapore: pls increase the POSE bank interest rates of about 0.5% to match the very high inflation of abt 3.7% or 3.9% to ensure that your pple get adequate real money to live life properly and not by doing all other not as effective approaches like giving GST offset package to artificially stimulate the economy.it does not work, pple just spend the lump sum away on luxurious items and then cry and swear at the inflation. ok maybe it works to artificially stimulate the economy but it does not help with the inflation much.
for Asia: become a more powerful region than the UK. haha, first get rid of corruption.
for the US: sign the Kyoto Protocol!
for the world: greater efforts to save Earth and those huge magically powerful trees.
ok, me with 3 hours of blogging is getting restless in my sick state.
thanks for reading and thanks for the concern.
ONg LAi
limewire for Santa Vic today.
