Thursday 30 August 2007

new friends!

yo ppLE!

the start of a semester, means meeting new people.

today i made new friends ( considering the loner nature of myself, it is quite amazing ok).

erm the names are Christ and Eugene. Christ have a very strong handshake and Eugene looks like a mixed blood and has a very nice voice.

well, hope they will be my friends for the future.

then i overheard two JC students conversation. they were chatting abt one of their classmate. the particular classmate is described as 'the kind who you dunno well in school" and "after a few years with him, you still feels like you dunno him".. i think the description seems so familiar.

got to think of the topics for my research paper.. i need my brain and a storm to get those things out of my brain. especially my experience with Mervin.

i asked him wat he would think of when i mention business,

HIS REPLY WAS GALS!!

ok lar. gotta concentrate on those topics related to business.

YJ

ps. hope to see alot of old school friends tmrw.

Tuesday 28 August 2007

Yo PPle!

Life is now up-riding for me. With that, stress level for this semester is escalating for me and I find myself repulsing stronger away from the workload assigned. However, I think I have figured out why.

1) My blogs seems to be livelier then ever and I am taking time to maintain them. on that sidenote, wondering if i will sort of end up like teck wee, being beaten on the streets with lot's of injuries. dunno how my parents will react. haha. sry tw,make fun of you.

2) I got a PSP to play.

3) the school just introduced a lot of free downloadable programs that contributes to part of my tuition fees(that's why it's so expensive). it ranges from 'Microsoft visa' to 'Microsoft office' to 'endnote' and some other anti-virus and anti-spy ware de software. Then I got to figure them out and dl the necessary stuff.

4) My sch also went more 'E' in the teaching system. got to go to various UB links (which can be seen from my link sphere) to get my homework, notes and do a lot of online test. Well, it's relatively new to me and getting used to it and it takes time off my homework time.

5) Then I got to attend the re-organized classes. then i am generally happy with all my classes except , ESL408 class. it kinda makes me feel out of place as I have to isolate myself to be attentive in class( even Mel talks in class from what I saw today).. Other than that, all the lecturers are fun and interesting and I know they can help me a lot lot.

6) Teacher's day celebrations are coming this Friday and the poly pple are having their holidays, it surely dampens the all saint happy schooling spirit and slowly enslaves the diligent self within.

7) Thinking a English name for myself. Lot of names popping in my head. Any suggestion anyone?


Well, I think all the distractions boil down to the new environment and the ironic holidays. Not gg to think too much on that...

i was browsing my files a moment ago and i found this from my mini project with sarah ages ago.

"Love is letting the one u love free. If the person returns to your side, the person will always be by your side .if that person never returns to you, the love is not yours to begin with."- Kenny Tan in YJC currently.

i dun mean to ask you to wait but instead, i really hope you can move on.

The weather is turning chilly.. Expecting more windy days!

Yu Jun

Sunday 26 August 2007

YO PPle!

my blog recommendation for this week, Mervin's blog is a must check and make sure you on those speakers for the movie 'secret' OST.

then school is starting next Monday. got to pack up the rotting feelings and go school happily and walk thru a deserted Ngee Ann Poly. -.- . well. after next week, all the ploy will be free for their holidays le.. irony will be me starting school.

then new skin, new phrase in life ba. study study and drum drum. barrier everything else.

I WANT GO K-BOX!! faker has invoked the feelings out. JULIE HO PEI EN! of you are reading this, you are in charge of organising it. set! then we can hold our intelligent conversation.

then last sat, went to m'sia to see a cultural performance. well, the performances itself was slightly above average of the performances i see. the one thing that awed me that night ( other than the cheap and tasty sambal stingray in the hawker centre nearby), was the performance themselves. there were different groups of performers around and backstage crew and technical crew. however, they seem to be like one big family with little 'selfishness' around. Given the nature of the Malaysian spirit of self help( i conjured this up myself, dunno if it is only a hypothesis), they set up everything themselves, from the sounds to the lights and to the stage set-up. thus, many equipments were used by them WITHOUT supervision. i think that's how you really instill the sense of independence and not being spoon fed. well. basically, being able to work in an environment where you can venture into 'unsafe territories' and different groups of performers really cooperate together as a family rather than endeavouring their own selfish benefits will be comparatively more fun and enjoyable. well, that's my two cents of thought and wish.

it's late.
past midnight.
and i still have to go work tmr.
to S'pore Poly pple, happy holidays!
to TP, NP and NYP pple, bitter exams and happy holidays later on!
UB-SIM pple, happy studying.

Friday 24 August 2007

oh well,

Yo PPLE!

i got a PSP v3.52 m33 (if i haven rmbed wrongly).. then taken alot time off my computer usage i guess..

then life was stangant for the past week til now.. cause it is the holidays ,when all your other friends are mugging to study for their exams you see.. thus, it was work work work.. the one who benefit was my dad, he got me as free labor.

then now my PSP no batt, so online in the shop for a short post..

well, to notify, i am a free man now. it didn't worked out quite well. it was all along an infatuation afterall, an emotion that escaped from my barried heart i suppose. well, it died. so the end.

had too much chocolate last night( 1 tall hot chocolate and 1 venti chocolate chip cream, both without whipped cream).. suffering the aftereffects now, abit heaty and stuffed nose. but i reckon it won't invited the death angel to come forth.

ONg LAi

oh well.

Tuesday 14 August 2007

happy birthday to myself.

First, thank you those who rmbed my birthday.. it is heartening to know that you all rmbed.

there is Ruo han, Zi ming, chun ann and shi xiong from ZingO, myrin, kai xin , julie and siang hong as sec sch friends, melody and kean from current sch, joey, illi ,xu jun and karmen from YYSS, chew loo(anaDA) and pui yee(anaXIAO) from TP, lim and '''TI from festive drumming schools and Que from CCHY(didn't expect him to be the one to rmb)

for those who forgotten, well, i kinda expected it you see.. it is quite common for you to do so..

the one who lives a life of a loner dun really get as much attention..

anyway, night!

and for those who got me a present, thanks a lot!!

Monday 13 August 2007

long time.

YO ppLe!

quite abit of things have happened in my life, well since my 18 days holidays started with the bang of the fireworks at marina bay.

well.. let's get started day by day.. dun worry, i know this is not my biography..

so i will post the significant stuff here.. actually, this is one idea that have been floating in my head for the past few days.. (IDEA#1)when many pple blog and complain that blog are boring and a waste of time, i beg to differ. a blog is boring only because the blogger choose to blog abt the boring things in their lives. for example, "today nth much.. usual routine.. sleep, eat, sch, home, eat, dota, sleep". well, isn't these kind of stuff boring? from my opinion, bloggers should choose the one or two events that made an impact in their lives to blog abt. likewise to many others sarah is a typical personal blogger and yet, she dun go abt making her blog dead-like. she talks abt celebrations, candies, troubles. short and simple msgs that comes to you directly. so, it proves that personal bloggers are not boring, so peeps who think personal bloggers are boring, think again.

oops, digressing abit..

okok.. my life(the significant stuff)
FRIDAY(10 AUGUST)

this will be like touch and go. watched SECRET at AMK hub.. met small Edwin, Russel and Norman.. 5 guys go watch secret, must feel gay sia. and the urge to learn the piano is on the rise. that's Jay's magic i suppose.

the story is neither new nor very exciting, but it has a high density of emotions in it that many other films lack now. even the US flims like Simpsons and bourne moovie lacks this. as the movies gets blown bigger and bigger, the emotional impact is used as a fuel i guess.. i want to watch 881, hope the emotional impact is there.

SATURDAY! (11 august)

in conjunction with the National day celebrations, i got myself sun burnt over the waist and fairly fair blow the waist. the aim, looking like a national flag with my mouth as the crescent and the 5 stars, well you can make that out yourself. a lot of different combinations.

we had our ZingO outing. having the usual tardy kings and queens around it mellows the mood of an lively outing. Singaporeans are actually easy to manipulate. momentary incentives are very much useful in the case of Dennis, came to the outing with a 'pull-factor' of $100. lol. wat we did on the beach was nth special. the special factor, similar to wat the S'pore govt prefer to use, is the PEOPLE! i like the crowd i am in.. the 12 ZodiACs ,excluding edvwin the boar, Eugene the hare and peng hong the k9,plus Janice, pliscilla and shi xiong went for the outing. the extra bit of surprise was teck wee bring his gf over, since it was her birthday.

without a doubt, the person who made my day was Xiao Jun wen. he came to sentosa with us playing, bringing the nostalgia feel back. felt as if the whole world was sheltered by the CCA leaders again. life was much more simple then. He also smsed me out of the random today. well he had slack time. the outing had it effects after all, i guess. it brought us together. but, personalities was once again shown. not finger pointing who, another level of awareness among us was created. we know each other's tempers and STANDARDS form long ago but then is it acceptable? (IDEA#2) different people have their different standards, standards of living, standards of studies, standards of etc etc. however, standards can turn off other pple around. for an egoistic person, the standard is for him to be the best. if he loses, he will find ways to make you lose instead, in acceptable ways, or not. a standard method of volley ball playing was actually made foul. well, the world must revolve around the egos. wondering if the world would be a better place without these egos. haiz, ultimately, he has the final say which really leads to muffled mouths and untrue voices. it has to do with a pinch of gayness and cauldrons of expectations plus bias feelings.

and i notice the other ZingO-ians have not blog abt the outing much. maybe it have not made an impact for them. only zi ming and ruo han mentioned abt the outing.

SUNDAY(12 AUGUST)

suffering from the after effects of the warmth for the nation, being converted by the SUN! well, it's Sunday wat. this has to be my own worst case of UV burn in my life, til now. my skin was like under prolonged combustion, especially the shoulders and neck areas. ouch! Hiu tung said that the sun burnt skin was a LCD screen and he could not sleep well with it.. we are in the same boat i guess. then the others did not escape the crutches of the mighty sun rays. quoting from wan, "it is heartening to know that there are others suffering like you.".this ain't the exact quote.

on two side notes, 1)two pple smsed me making my day and 2)teck wee and karmen both got C6 for their mother tongue. wat coincidence..

well, ending here for the night.

gg to rest for tmrw.

Yu Jun a.k.a ONg LAi
soon to be without The Trace.

Wednesday 8 August 2007

time flies

YO pPLe!

Water is something that must flow.

This is the same for time and the feelings we have in our lifes. Water flows down from the mountains in streams, meeting other streams and converge into smalls rivers, then big rivers, deltas river mouths and the sea. throughout the whole process, water is being contaminated, polluted and diluted by the many others kinds of water it meets. one kind of water loses it's purity and it's personality. yet, through out the distance travelled by the water from highlands to lowlands, it gives part of itself to the air, evaporation. The vapour condenses and precipitates to form rain,filling the mountains with water.

Time flows, from the time you are born to this world, with the relations bind parents to child. then you age, moving up the age group, learning new things, knowing new people and exposed to different culture and religion. Slowly and unnoticeably you lose your own set of principles and infuse other types of 'styles' into your own. In return of the new principles you 'borrowed', you return something else to the other party. Friendship. or so you think is friendship. It slowly dissolves you down, and you do things you do not do in the past. These amount of of friendship will do you good, or do you bad. it depends on how things are. how you are willing to say no or say ok..

then you age and your life tones down into a 'peaceful and relaxing' life.. without a aim, only a destination and the destination and beyond.. death.

how amazing that there are a lot of different kind os saying of after life.. out of the many, davy jones's version is similar to the how life is associated with water. ferrying the souls to the other side..

ONg LAi

++++++++++++++

feels kinda of bad now.. secrets are leaked out and exposure must be watched..

why have this turned out like this?

dun wanna think abt it..

going out to keep things off my mind..

on a sidenote, $535.50 worth of GST?! f***!

Yu Jun

Monday 6 August 2007

time

hi,

dunno why, thoughts come to my mind every few times in a day..

but then it is not very defined nor vivid..

here to write it down..

time has it amazing powers..

it makes fun of you..

it makes me think of the past..

studying with pui yee at Starbucks is a very worthless attempt to study..

for the 2 hours, maybe because of the caffeine or the nostalgic times,

we crapped alot and it makes me feels different and time seems to have reversed..

and isn't it funny how fate and time makes fun of you?

ONg LAi

my thoughts are not down on this green white paper completely..

Sunday 5 August 2007

YO ppLE!

it is kinda hard to concentrate on a movie when the pple you watching with is different.. haha..

but i not complaining.. it's good...

haha..

this is the show..


haha...





elected to lead, not to read!


ONg LAi,
off to study at starbucks..

Wednesday 1 August 2007

very sian.

hi there..

feeling down,dejected and very sian from yesterday..

well another gal with her name only an alphabet difference came to confront me with some issues of MY BGR..

well she has her point but then, it is like ok, you can go use glass to slit your arms or wat ever i care but then influencing others to be sad? wTF!

anyway, found out that i am absent in my stead's life for like most of the times, but then i can't really help it due to our difference in our schedules and work load..

i have my studies and homework and you have your o levels and preparation to do..


i study and more free on weekdays and often busy with drum and family business over the weekend..
you have school on weekdays and thus busy.. weekends is your free time but then i can be there..

i am like so dishearten over this lar..

1)your O level is approaching and i dun wanna distract you with dates..

2)meeting up during our overlying free times, which is evenings, limits wat we can do..

3)i have pressure from your friends and mum that we are not like a couple,then i was questioning myself.. it this our relation and theirs? you and i know that even we can't always be side by side,you know where i am and i am definitely not goofing around..

4) it is the scarcity of our time together that makes our dates ever so precious and we know we must cherish it IS IT NOT?

5) why must these issues pop up now..

feels like escaping thou now.. hope this sat de date will do us good and shut the mouths of others..

me,
dejected
escaping from life
dun wanna think abt it too much..

On the Swirve Personality Test, I am an Inspector. About me:


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click on the link from mao mao's blog.. then did this test :]
just to entertain you for a while and me taking sometime off my essay..
ONg LAi aka Yu Jun