Saturday, 23 February 2008

Strained.

Singapore Won the YOG!
(well, being at Padang got me so excited anyway)
i just read a couple of stuff before breakfast and led a life with and without a leader,a colleague,and without a friend. Woa, for me, it was bullshit. First, we're not robots to be programmed so much that we can switch on and off emotions; secondly, i knew you were scheming, but now, i recognised that you are as hypocritical as a coin. Thanks for letting me see that hypocrite side of yours, if it doesn't spoilt our relations, it most probably will strengthen it, as they say, "what won't kill you makes you stronger". After so many years, with the recent ones having more interaction, i understand now, i can not think too highly of a person to be morally, image-ly and friend-like upright. To think i saw you in awe and respect was given. Criticism i can take and absorb it in, your acts, i take it as betrayal.
we often bu suang abt the happenings in drum, then we ask ourselves from the end of the practice to right before leaving the house for practice, " why we're still going to drum practice since it really doesn't provide the motivation/incentive to go?" and many a times, if not all the times (til now that someone breach it) we leave the question unanswered to store up all the doubts and "Just do it!" as Nike says it.
Reading those two emails, changed my perception and mode of thinking. if you wanted performers' thinking, good for you, i have it. but a performer is on stage to express emotions, and hopefully the emotionally-charged me can express the kind of emotion you want.
Thanks again, for making me mature even more then it hasn't.
Best Regards,
Yu Jun
Tool.
unintention aims and sorrys isn't really effective.

Tuesday, 19 February 2008

5 minutes of blogging.

Harlow, avid fans of my web-log.

joking there, dun take it too seriously.

have not touched my blog for quite a while and i am not going to allow monthsary on my blog.

and here i am giving myself 5 minutes to blog before 0000hrs and the log in took 3 minutes, left with 2, so giving myself 5 more minutes.

Filling in the missing chapter of my blog,
  • been trying to do my comms blog intensely but always distracted. but the quality of the posts there is not bad.
  • had loads of intense drum practice that sparks flew and burnt relations. and i thought F5 key would work after the clock struck 3pm that day. i'm soryy if my tone was too harsh.
  • school work is piling up and so are the projects and assignments.
  • with SP students having a 2.5 months hoilday and TP, NP gg into their exams stage, preparing for the holidays is not helping my mood to be a studious student.
  • little confidence with the subjects this semster.
  • Medical check-up on the 29th of Feb, hope things will go differently on the leap year.
  • Performance at Padang on thursday for the Youth Omlypics Bid Results at around 5~6pm. give some support yea?
  • Major performance #1 on Sat, no details yet, awating for the meeting tmr to shed some light into my dark plight.
  • to do list of life is not clearing up.
  • grandma is out of the hospital now, feeling better.
  • Facebook and friendster ignored.
  • YYSS drum sec1s are coming tmr!! expecting it.
  • and i over run with my 5 minute limit.

sleeptime!

NIght pple!!

ONg lAi/ Yu Jun

Friday, 15 February 2008

i'm neglecting my blog

sorry for the stagnation of my blog entries, been abit held up with life, family, schoolwork and maybe a bit of human nature to be lazy plus all those all-time popular excuses.

however since my sch work do require me to blog abt my communications life, you can take a look and comment on my
wordpress blog.

Thank you.

Yu Jun/ ONg LAi