yo pple!

i reckon i will be busy these few days so i am blogging now instead of my usual fridays..

wa! got a lot of 24 festival drum performances coming up.. we might have to practice more and try to perfect the scores required to perform.. but other than observing problems internally, i also saw some signs that represents obstacles and barrier to overcome.. like some jiap-pa-lang drum troupe performing at one of the biggest events during these two months.. their performamce was like LOUSY..wat an image-spoilter.. now the whole of singapore is gg to see festival drums as 'rollong champions'.. a lot of efforts are required to change the wrong yet deep impression.. then several big performance also turned us down.. partially because of the events organising companies can agree with the companies in their views.. or due to weaker connections to the pple who hold power and make the decisions.. this is so sad sad sad...
anyway, CCHY's practice is definitely off this sat cause of a sour grape competition.. then the answer to whether ZingO's practice is under pending.. a lot of factors are included in considerarion..(have practice or not, some time will be spent with belson to go CNY new clothes shopping.. he said gg alone seems stupid.. wateva lar..)

o lvls coming out soon this friday, dun wanna think too much into it.. not to mention expect too much.. as they say, the higher your expectations are, the greater impact you will feel when you fail.. so this is like my advice and response to those who wanna ask me how i feel.. i am near to recording these words into my phone and let those who ask me this kind of questions and i will pley it to let them hear.. cause i am sick of repeating it over and over again..

then the BBQ at my dad's farm last saturday was plain despair.. a lot of pple Pang Seh the BBQ..like aw,pei qing,qing xia,charmine,jasmine,choon,neo and a buch of boys from fu hua sec who had confirmed their presense.. then plus a few more, a total of 18 pple pang seh theBBQ.. which resulted in a lot of leftover food..
but there was also the plus points.. the BBQ, initially was a ZingO BBQ.. in the end it turned into a CCHY gathering.. so the CCHY students ,teacher and alumini was there.. they was like playing scoccer after food and at least they had fun.. a few pple to highlight, Q, is only 1 year younger than me even though he is a sec 1.. edwin, sec2, really takes after edvwin of sec5.. jiao wei damn much.. Danny, i discovered his sense of appreciation after the BBQ..

the past two days was like hell for me.. tuesday i was like totally worn out.. i can't even master my strength to lift a box,felt sleepy for like 22hours of the day and slept for at least 18hours.. wednesday(today) i regain my energy and did proper work at last..but out of a sudden, i was demanding for attantion.. i tried smsing a lot of pple and expected them to chat with me.. but none did..
after i gave up hope and told myself that i should get used to this kind of feeling, Karmen replied.. i did not expect her to reply and chat with me as i was only asking her to do a favour for me. she sms-ed me from 5pm til 12mn.. i felt so much better..

haha.. thats all lar.. today still YYSS de practice and thus i need to sleep early lor..

ONg LAi