yo pple..

today nth much GOOD happened..

experienced a very demoralising incident when i actually got 'bullied' by your 'superior' in the
heirarchy but his power and you just can't retaliate with force or words.. just acted emo alone.. if not he is gg to count and do more un-valid punishment..

and i realise that my words and actions dun get into other pple's head as easily as others.. wat i says pple either dun notice or they just ignore me as if my ideas are stupid, cause i am not as talented in drum! i dunno why man.. **** it!!!

this made me think a lot, should i still give in so much for drum? i think my input and yield is totally not correct.. like 99:1.. Arr! pissed with it.. skipped pool to spent something alone and not with the 'superior' ..

nvm.. dun get too engrossed with stupid behaviour from others..

anyway, watch cardcaptor sakura from youtube yesterday... caught some phrases..

there is no conincidence in this world- Clow Leed

water is something that must flow - Clow Leed

then i sort of invented(or adapted) the phrases for the other elements mentioned..

fire is something that is a good servant but not a good master

earth is something that is the start of life

wood is something that can brave strong winds and protect the ones besides them

wind is something that carries the word around

thunder is something that scares pple after lighting fails

ONg LAi