I need to breathe.

Hello there!!

It has been a really long time since i did a proper blog entry for the reasons that i had to divert my blogging hours to my COMMS blog which has ended, second being that there are lots of exams and quizzes, and lastly, it's the project-ing buzzing my time around. To summarize, school matters.

Hmm, after such a long period without a decent entry in my blog, i wonder if i will look back in life and find missing chapters in my life (or not remember them at all). Hence, in the midst of projects, i found today and tonight to unwind all the frustrations and pissed-off emotions with friends and blogging i suppose.

From the last proper post, i took my mid terms exams (scored only 60s and 70s), i went to drama, drum and wushu (learnt many types of stretching and warm up), watched movies (AUGUST RUSH!), went to performance(at PS), worn my body out, and did group projects which made me really fed-up at times.

However, i faced with another rejection of a date. Intially, taking the rejection into my stride, it was all ok here and there and hopes were still high. However, as time pass by and projects and other matters of life flood my timetable, i placed a less significant on this issue, which made me disappointed, followed by disencouraged by "i'm not interested". Anyway, i will not give up!! have to re evaluate my strategies.

All of the above made kinda suffocated in life and today was breathing day. Many people, when getting depressed, allow their life to sink down to the drains and then live miserably and they PRAY(Push Until Something Happens). As the typical Leo, our reactions to these situation are different. TO feed our ego and restore pride as the King, we live life better than before. I allowed my wallet strings (male version of purse strings) loose and indulged with clothes. Thereafter, i asked janice, ruo han and tony out to sing KTV. However, Tony could not turn up die to sickness of the body. ANway, we had fun at TOP-ONE in bugis. it was relatively cheaper and the hardware was definitely better than K-box. The software still has room for improvements.

And tonight, no project emails that can send my blood boiling and personally, i want to take a breather and rest early tonight.

ONg LAi

P.S. Evan, i'm making this clear to you, I WILL TRY HARDER!