YO pple!

went to president's challenge charuty yesterdsy to perform... then the sigapore president touched my shoulder and shook my hand.. i was glad but not crazy over it until i take photo and go auction it on eBay like wat ruo han says...

then now at SIM.. lessons ended at 1030.. next lesson is at 1500hrs.. quite long.. but then gg to finish some of my undone work later on.. smsed julie to see of she wants to have lunch together.. hope she replies..

seen wan's blog and did the test.. just browsed thru it and found out that it was really accurate.. see my complete personal profile..


quite true.. go try now!

You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.

ong lai
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

YO PPLE!


finally finished my 5 page essay draft #1..which is due tmr.. the words was supposed to be 2000 words.. but then i managed to scrap a 1300 words essay.. but i reached my 5 page word limit... so i guess i am sort of not pressed for time..

althought i still have a music project invloving poster design to doby the 7th jun, 2 essay review to write asap.. and study for music quiz and microeconomics quiz on the upcoming tuesday.. then my final essay is due on this coming friday.. haha SIM is finally providing some stress to stimulate my brain le.. whahaha...






then this is from Kelvin Ryan Lee fucker(he said it himself)[waiting for gals to touch him at the right places, OOpS!] contact him ,most probably by this wednesday. if you are interested..

kelvin_ryan_manutd@hotmail.com or at 98489695, it's his namephone number lar.. he not bad looking but you may need some lights to see him at night.. he is chinese ,not to mislead you..

it is actually an advertisement about an underaged clubbing party of some sort.

SCANDALOUS

at Pavilion Far East Square 2nd June

Programme of the night:hosted by paul twohill

hiphop and street dancers

bartenders flaring display

bartop dancers

Presale $20 , comes with a standard drinks

Alcohol are soldable to those who can buy it legally.

no pictures.. and the website sucks anyway.. but here it is.. www.nightlife.sg




gotta sleep and get ready for tmr's lessons le..

NIGHT!

ONg LAi
"love is something that makes the wildest souls tame and the tamest soul wild.."

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's" Your Power Color?

no time to blog.. need to rush work.. then now just post this to maintain the live of my blog...

YO ppLE!

it seems that the f***-ed behaviour of FGS is gone.. i think i own it to da jun wen although i dun have any proof.. cause he maybe came to see me ventilating on my blog.. than told chun ann how i felt abt things in ZingO.. he is always the mediator..

last night(yes, we have been practising in the nights recently), we had a discussion abt bonds.. it seems that in ZIngO got two gangs.. last time got 4.. the 12 zodiac gang that i am in.. and the TP gal gang.. since the TP guys sort of Piang seh the gals le.. then now the gals dun have a sense of belonging in ZingO le..cause got a certain 'barrier' in between us and them(this is how the situation is being seen..)

here are my twenty dollars worth of thoughts.. before i start my analysis, i will have to separate ZingO in to 12 zodiac(12Z) ans the Salvo zingoians(TPZ).. it is not to discriminate anyone but to show the difference only.. no isolating pple of anything like that...

first thing, we, the 12 zodiacs, have been friends for like 4 and a half years le.. how are we supposed to stop being friends and start treating each other like strangers then bond with the other ZIngO members like how we are currently doing huh?

second, TP pple feels they do not belong in ZingO. why? cause they are used to being in their group as well as we are used to be in our own group.. then their group size shrinks and they become the minority.. this creates a reduction of their activity level so much that they feel like we dun spend time with them.. it is because they do not do things like they do with the pple whom ps them..

third, the 12 zodiac was once like the TP pple, being the minority.. that time, aw, choon, neo,qing xia,pei qing, jasmine and charmaine was around.. then when i joined ZingO, there were only teck we, chun ann, belson and me.. since this is abt 12Z and TPZ, i will not list the other pple like FuHua and YCK and XJW's friends.. continuing , then we were the minority.. but we stay on.. and we tried to get of our 12Z friends to come.. i asked tony and edvwin to join, then ruo han.. zi ming came on board as well.. lastly, dennis joined as chun ann called him to come.. if you dun wan to feel like you are in a group, either you join in the existing group, spend more time together, or you get more pple who you know into ZingO... like drag back aw, choon, qing xia and others.. it is up to how you wanna think and act...

i won't say that it is fully the minority fault.. 12Z has to be partially responsibility... we joke in our own language too much.. but this kind of things will change only if we need to adapt to a GROUP of pple.. group means ABOVE 5..wat we can do is that we invite you into our social circle but you must participate in order to feel that you are there.. and treat us not like younger kids who are childish..perspective is the issue..

both 12Z and TPZ have to acknowledge that if we dun do something, we are gg to drift more apart and eventually lose contact.. i dun want that to happen although i am always the one who the other party find faults in and starts complaining ... in short, i am the weakest link in the the social link...

we have to put aside fundamental things down if we really wanna bond.. TPZ must put aside skills if they want to feel belonging.. 12Z need to stop behaving so close to create space to accommodate the others.. it is not easy but both parties have to do it to bong together to form ZingO.. NOT 12Z only TPZ..

these bonding will not destroy our current as 12Z and TPZ.. only to bring a higher level, clique bonding.. to form a group.. this will have to practiced in the future where we've got other pple joining ZingO...












okok.. then getting back to my own life..

i change the song into a play list cause myrin is doing it and the blog trend is to post music.. lol..

sch is getting more like school.. cause i finally got the sleepy feeling in microeconomics classes.. then got a lot of assignments to rush.. haha.. but dunno if i am gg to cope with homework, personal life and practices... haha.. like secondary school sia...

then later 4pm got lessons.. after that, got drum practice at ACS(I) again.. my mum is complaining already... but for art fest, must do it.. no choice... perspective...

ONg Lai,
thanks for all those pple who cared and showed...

feeling kind of emo these few days..

maybe it is the stress of the art fest perfromance..

i am not the first of the stress chain..

but then i sort of am forced/stressed by the most..

'ong lai, you got it or not'

'ong lai, you stupid leh!'

"ong lai, move the drums."

"ong lai, ni hen lan leh"

"ong LAI, ni tqa se me da pian?"

i am a kind of person who is most affected by words normally.. then if your words are abusive, i will slowly wind up and start to feel uncomfortable and maybe one day, i wil snap and start unleashing the potential energy that i bulit up as a result of enduring shity stress..

but for the sake of friendship and perfrmance, i will avoid my screws to be loose..

i had enough of pple treating me like a vessel that they shout into when they are not feeling good.. i am a tool, regardless if i am just a lorry that moves drum or just some graphic machine that draws out what you need to see.. i feel totally like a robot when in drum nowadays... only can listen to instructions and no voice if my own.. wat i have to do , is wat i am instructed to do.. or wat you expects me to do... wat abt my own thoughtss?

dennis can say this and that, tony you won't scold, treats zi ming like a landmine, not stepping onto such and such..

wat abt me! fuc kthis unfair world..

cause i wanted to please everyone, i end up being bullied.. this is beyond disipline.. this involves basic humans respect.. i was too kind to all of you.. therefore i was mistreated.. who wil halp me nowadays?

drink out of my stuff, expecting me to move the drums into formation alone.. when i needed help, who ever helped?

fuck fuck fuck!

i dunno if i should stay in ZingO le..

i feel miserable very time i am in contact with him....

i gave in a lot, my time with friends in school, my attention in classes, gave up her..

wat do i get?!

MORE EXPECTATIONS TO WORK LIKE A COW..

SHUT THE FUCK UP AND DO WORK ATTITUDE FROM OTHERS..

i am so pissed, i am afraid i will do thing tat am eventually forced to do.. like my old phone..

crushed in my hands as i was angry..

this time, i wish i can crush your bones or neck!

yet there is this side of me that wants peace within and try to resolve things in another way.. communication communication... why does he have a fuck-up ears that canot hear words other than 'oh, you look so good',' oh your FGS is good'...

i need to stop blogging le.. else my keyboard might be crushed..

i will try to tell chun ann how i feel and hope everyone else can cooperate and let me finish..

let me have the strength to do it..

pls.

YO PPLE!

this post is gg to be really short as i used the time to blog here to blog on our prom blog...

yes, i went to the prom blog and typed something there..

haha.. go se if you are free ... even you are not in our cohort.. lol..

kk..

night! (tonight is cold and very windy.. i like..)

ong lai

lots of quizes

continued part of blogthings testes..

You Are 65% Burned Out

You are very burned out. You need a huge break from your responsibilities, starting as soon as possible. And you need this time to reevaluate what you really want out of your life. Because you're working hard and going no where... and that would burn anyone out!

Are You Burned Out?

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

You Have Low Self Esteem 40% of the Time

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail. Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

How is Your Self Esteem?

Your Life is Rated R

Your life is definitely adults only. While children accompanied by parents are welcome, they'll probably be scarred for life.

What is Your Life Rated?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 75%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Are You a Good Liar?

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

What Color Is Your Aura?

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You Are 68% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Are You A Gentleman?

Your Boss Is Psycho

Your boss isn't just a bad boss... Your boss is a little nuts. You should probably get a new job, before your boss is able to blame you for things going wrong.

Is Your Boss Psycho?

Your Rising Sign is Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity. You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be. Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments. Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle. You may have had a difficult time earlier in life. Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.

What's Your Rising Sign?

hahah this is all for today i guess...

ong lai

yo pplE!

ok.. knida bored t home until gg out later.. been checking mail and checking blogs.. then came across wan's blog.. she has been doing tests as well.. so went to do the same one as her's and others.. haha second part of the resurrection of quiz fever!

You Are Lightning

Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofweatherareyouquiz/">What Type of Weather Are You?

You Should Drive a Ford Explorer SportTrac

Tough and supercharged, you have some rather extreme driving practices.You've been known to intimidate a few drivers. You rule the road.

http://www.blogthings.com/what2007carshouldyoudrivequiz/">What 2007 Car Should You Drive

Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP)

Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving.

http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/">How Rare Is Your Personality?

haha, that's for today lar.. gg off to create a bank acount before sch i guess..

ONg LAi

Uneasy Day

YO PPle!

(this is a really long post to entertain pple who wanna read abt me and my life, ah myrin, you are in the list..maybe you are the list)

today is a oh-so-fine day! NOT! woke up to a rainy morning.. so took my cap and left for school.. braved through the rain to the bustop.. felt kinda of chilly on the bus.. but didn't really bothered me.. then after reaching thomson, i waited for the damned(pardon me) bus 52.. i reached the bustop at 0815, then waited until 0835 then the bus come.. BUT, the bus so sooooo cramp that i cannot squeeze in.. i was like, so sian diao.. but i can't do anything abt that except wait for the next bus 52.. while waiting, i realised that all the other bus services that had to stop at this bustop were coming non-stop.. 6 bus 163, 5 bus 162, 4 bus410, 3 bus 167 and 3 bus 980.. i think the public bus system is getting stupid! THE BUS SERVICES THAT NO ONE BOARD KEEPS COMING AND THE BUS52 THAT HAD A LOT PASSENGERS(poly and SIM students) ARE WAITING DUN COME! ok, i getting too enraged le.. i dunno if there are other reasons why there have to such high frequency buses ,like 163, around.. anyway, i am not gg to complain anymore.. i know you peeps out there dun like to read complaints..

then the next bus came, at 0845.. i am gg to be late.. at times like this, you really hoped that you can orb or fly using a broomstick.. then April sms-ed me asking if i was still going to the music classes(i loved the class, the lecturer is very fun and cute in her own way).. then that kind of consoled me.. since i know there are nice people that i just got to know of and cares abt my attendance.. i guess i had a dark sceondaryschool-hood.. anyway, i was late to classes by 10 mins.. lucky the lecturer dun mind that.. she is very kind.. SHE IS MY FRIEND!(internal joke!).. and i learnt music theory well under her..

after classes, went with uncle shem and his comms group to see the movie "200 pounds beauty".. but lessons ended quite early and the movie starts at 1445.. so we had lots of time to kill.. thus we went to PS to kill time and have lunch.. kill time: walk walk, check out the event that was in the middle of PS.. Lunch: felt uneasy.. cause of their topics mentioned over lunch ..

they started with their experience on how their friends went to clubs, got drunk and got injuried... then i was like, ok, my clubbing experirnce is not rich enough to have friends to get drunk and get injuried.. second topic, cars, la-bulls, ferrari,bmw,wat so ever.. erm.. ok, the only cars i got 'research' into is mazda.. which belongs to the category of cars that does not fall into the category they were talking abt.. then the topics just snowballs and i was somewhat like totally lost.. i am not blaming that they left me out in the conversation.. but i just feel so inexperienced.. that means i have to mature in an acclerated mode so i can get into the right topic.. that's how it is going to be.. haha blogging helps me create solution.. anyway, just a side note, i was tellnig Wan abt the uneasy feeling i was having during lunch..then shw was conselling me! when i realised that, i typed to her "COOL! i get free conselling..' then she replied, ' isn't it cool?' she realised that and said that she was entitled to 'airheadness' at times..haha.. wat a hilarious friend..

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha(let me laugh the unesy feeling off)

thne we went to watch the movie.. it was a great one.. personally, it was even better than spiderman 3.. several factors that contributed to the sucess(for me): 1)great music, especially the kind that can bring the whole atmosphere up.. *listen to the second song on my blog* 2)great storyline.. how it(the movie) was infused with a very tricky social question, is plastic surgery acceptable? , into the movie.. it got me to think over it and a lot of question buxzzing in my mind now that i can occupy myself with.. 3) the precise amt of humour used at the right times.. not like spiderman3.. there was no jokes at the parts of the movie near the climax and climax.. in conclusion, the movie is great.. if you haven. pls go watch..

then after the movie, shem's friend, dominic(sry if i get the spelling wrong) drived me home from the cathay! well. actually from plaza singapore to northpoint in his van which had a couch at the back( which cause the rest of the pple around to call shem and ask if he and donminic are 'COMING' as both of them went to take shem's sweater.) as he had to kill time to until his next appointment at 8 pm.. but still have to thank him for halping me save $1 plus on transport and the standing part on the way back home.. he listens to nice music as well..

then picked up some items at northpoint.. the come home.. saw this tag in my blog.. then blog so much lor.. ;)

ONg LAi
'there are 3 kinds of woman in this world,
1) beautiful ones, treasures
2)average ones, gifts
3) ugly ones, rejects!

there are one kind of men around,
says that plastic surgeries are ok, so as long as it is not their gal.'
by jun-min in the movie..

yo pple..

today nth much GOOD happened..

experienced a very demoralising incident when i actually got 'bullied' by your 'superior' in the
heirarchy but his power and you just can't retaliate with force or words.. just acted emo alone.. if not he is gg to count and do more un-valid punishment..

and i realise that my words and actions dun get into other pple's head as easily as others.. wat i says pple either dun notice or they just ignore me as if my ideas are stupid, cause i am not as talented in drum! i dunno why man.. **** it!!!

this made me think a lot, should i still give in so much for drum? i think my input and yield is totally not correct.. like 99:1.. Arr! pissed with it.. skipped pool to spent something alone and not with the 'superior' ..

nvm.. dun get too engrossed with stupid behaviour from others..

anyway, watch cardcaptor sakura from youtube yesterday... caught some phrases..

there is no conincidence in this world- Clow Leed

water is something that must flow - Clow Leed

then i sort of invented(or adapted) the phrases for the other elements mentioned..

fire is something that is a good servant but not a good master

earth is something that is the start of life

wood is something that can brave strong winds and protect the ones besides them

wind is something that carries the word around

thunder is something that scares pple after lighting fails

ONg LAi

YO PPLE!

second post today.. so high right!

cause the previous one was too short..

went boozing yesterday.. then feels good..

some pictures taken..

the model is not good looking so he turned away.. but this pic is emm.. quite artistic!

mr chun ann a bit more red than his normal skin colour..

he got so high that he agreed to post beside the fishes.. you agar know how much he drank lar..

hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaA

The Revival of the Quiz Fever!

yo pple!

bored at home as lessons only lasted from 11am to 12nn..

been doing stupid stuff..

so this is the results i guess..

You Are Rum

You're the life of the party, and a total flirtYou are also pretty picky about what you drinkOnly the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will doExcept if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way

http://www.blogthings.com/whatalcoholicdrinkareyouquiz/">What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

ONg LAi

' there is no love in this world' , Mr Mysterious

yo pple!

• sch started
• classes still easy
• great friends
• no drums coaching yet
• admiting i am a male chauvInist(corrected by miss charmiane)
• and after yesterday's conversation with myrin, i was prompt to think.. how do i define my best friend.. then i finally figured it out after reading DA tou FEN de blog.. my best friend is someone who notices when i am gone and knows i dun feels well(most probably mentally unwell, physical unwell is mostly obvious, but it applies anyway).. when i mummifies, i want my best friend to check on me by the phone and come to find me in person as well.. is that very hard?

Yo PPLE!

my time is getting shorter, after more drum stuff popping up and sch have finally started(finally).. so i am gg to blog in a different way.. when i am in rush of time lar..(i need to go read up on my books for lessons today and tmr.)

first attempt.. blog in point form!

• DRUM




• kinda cooldown session now as a lot of the schools are having exams and i dun need to teach drum at YYSS,which feels quite nice..




• then President Charity Challenge(PCC) is on the 29th of May(tuesday).. at the turf club at kranji.. time:abt 7 pm onwards.. pple who wanna go see, you may contact me to 'reserve some seats'.. just tell me the number of pple coming.. then i help you to see if i can get some seats for you.. performers includes chun ann, ruo han, tony,me,teck wee, and others not confirmed yet..




• 2nd and 3rd june(weekends), art fest, forget at where liao.. but free admission like PCC.. evening time.. performers not really confirmed.. it depends on the scores.. but it is a great achievement for us.. so i hope will get your support..




• 10th june.. still art fest.. but at HDB huh.. time dunno..

• ME




• had UB SIM orientation during friday til sat morning..




• morning was boring speech by SIM student care services(informative but the speakers were quite lame in humour)




• afternoon ran around town area to complete the station games.. it was pretty fun.. our OGLs(pam and mandy) and OG(shem,uncle killer. preston,quiet guy from texas. april,miss willpower. vivien,cheerful gal. li wen,self-proclaimed social smoker and wan,quiet starwars fan..)




• our OG was the quiet one and we managed to get third place(it was a miracle made possible by our OGLs)




• then after we left town area, the whole camp was sadded..




• dinner suck




• night walk suck




• student union was a 100% smoker batch..




• passive smoking through the night..

my forfeit for losing to the other OG..

(i got the worst "make-up")

ong lai

'a boring activity would be when you rush to wait and wait to rush..' shem moo

yo pple!

did this quiz abt myself.. mervin did his and i did mine.. haha.. so try it out.. haha...

quiz : http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/324336

scoreboard : http://www.truefriendtest.com/scoreboard/324336

ong lai

yo pple!

new skin.. cause i think my blog dying so need to resurrect it..

anyway, pardon me for not blogging for so many days.. cause i dun have the time to do so... either doing drum stuff or helping dad at the shop.. i dun feel much guilt for not posting anyway.. cause i know of other pple who haven update for so long le.. *cough*zhen*cough*

then sch is finally gg to start for me.. this coming Thursday will be the start of my orientation.. then Friday is the actual thing(Thursday listen to lots of speeches)... dunno wat will be happening.. and we are gg to stay at changi resort on the friday night.. chun ann can get a lot of business i guess.. FGS : 98536585.. (is this considered as an inside joke?).. but i have made my mind up to leave early on Saturday morning so as not to miss drum practice, even breakfast with tony.. try lar hor..

then actual schooling will be starting next MONDAY! having mixed feelings now and then.. cause the long wait had made me wanting to reactivate my brain next week and meet new pple of this world..
but then because it is the first day of school syndrome.. dun feel like gg.. dunno why.. but still need to study de.. or else the super expensive school fees will be wasted.. haha..

then major performances upcoming.. i hope you guys can take some time out to go see us perform.. details, i will feed you peeps later once i can get the info on it..

1)president charity challenge(PCC) launch.. 29th of may..at kranji turf club.. time around 7pm..

2)art fest, 2nd,3rd and 10th of june.. going around places.. dunno where.. dunno time..

3)SYF concert finale item(sry, need tickets to go in de).. 29th june.. 200 drums performance..

so if you are free for the first two events, hope you guys who are not gg to performing with me, can go see me perform with the others.. art fest de are on weekends evening..maybe can take it as clique outing or class outing ba.. haha..

ong lai

'there is an unromantic side to romantic things in the world after all"