Wednesday, 31 October 2007

mind over matter?

Yo PPle.

as you may have noticed, my previous was kind of a lengthy piece which earned some some response from djw and Pui Yee.

addressing pui yee first: thank for the compliment!! will work harder to improve more, yea, i do not have to bear you commemting on my lousy English anymore. and meet up soon for coffee, rmb the big glass jar and 2 cups of coffee.

next, djw.

"djw: ong u seem realli lost .. lol .. every1 will have their own stress .. remember tat .. not onli u .. but everything is in ur mind .. u wan to overcome stress den 1st overcome ur mind .. =)" -- djw

the reasons he is able to understand what i mean were 1) he is having a 1 month holiday from NS due to his ribcage. 2) he came and watched the performance on the 2nd of Nov and 3) he knows about the ZingO recruitment.

adapting the idea from Mark Twain, "it is a mind and matter issue, if you do not mind, it does not matter". in this quote, it refers to the things that affects you. djw was used this idea and referring to the stress that i noted in my previous post.

since i read the tag, i had 2 questions in my mind.

1) if i do not mind, will i still be in ZingO and will i feel satisfied?

ok, really hits and i cannot totally ignore the happenings in my life. so the second question came to mind.

2) at which angle should i try to slant my point of view to achieve the "don't mind yet doesn't matter goal?"

really, thinking over this question makes me rack my brain; i can sit in lectures and block out the lecturer's words and think over this question, i can sit in the bus and miss a stop (just happened this morning) all because of this question. then i still have not been able to answer the question. however, i do know that i want ZingO to grow and i am going to do my best and not let others get in my way. it not stress that makes me feel so discourage but other factors( i think i can handle stress quite well you see)..

aiyaa ,look at the time.

can't blog anymore, will continue next time..

off to do prepare for ZingO recruitment.

bb

Yu Jun

helpless

won't it be great if we can choose when we want ot live in? as in travelling thu time to go back or forth to live your life again or like never before?

if i can do that, i will go back to secondary 2 and repeat that time period again and again. despite the fact that i was an much hatred figure in sec school back then, i still managed to find much fun practicing drums.

life was pretty much simple then. there's no ZingO to worry about, dun have to put in alot of efforts to try to make a change in ZingO but still achieve no results, no essays to write, no ass kissing, no calculus,etc, etc.

life now is stressful. according to the physician Hans Selye, stressed is the nonspecific response of the body to any demand made upon it. (yes, i am being technical, but this is my blog isn't it?)

then i asked my self, am i really stressed with demands?

of course i am!
Demanded by the school to give efforts to do work and study for the exams.
Demanded by the instructors to finish tonnes of work that seem to be due all together.
Demanded by ZingO to trigger improvements, which just seem to be ever so hard to do so.
Demanded by ZingO people to be able to handle internal relations well.
Demanded by my family to be the good boy at home, to do the chores, accompany my grandma, to help out at the shop in the weekends and holidays, to come home early and to be successful.
Demanded by dynamics between logic and desire and constantly telling myself that my life is too preoccupied to be taking care and thinking of another person for ages.
Demanded by the list of demands that just seem to be never ending.

i understand that relations are just like clouds; they form upon fate, and they will have to disperse or cause rain one day or another but why does it seem so hard to keep ourselves light without the burden of unnecessary involvements?

why must we humans always think that we are capable to the extend that we lose control like creating a dam that one day will drown us off?

from Jake, the walking reminder that i have to face NS in my course of studies, "when we get closer to light, the stronger we get to the shadows."

dunno why, Tanya Chua's songs seem to hit me in the heart deeply.

and the theme music for the movie ' lust' broadcasting from YES933 right now.

time flies and amidst time, how do we actually make this time worth living for? worth to remember? through arguments or stagnantation or even recidivism?

then i ask, so you want to improve or recidivate? tell me truthfully or else keep your mouth to yourself.

one observation i made is that people who are the only child in the family, tend to be more selfish and throw tantrums as there were brought up, "king of the family". no wonder we switch to governments rather than kingships.

knowing these little things about people really helps,as in you can predict the responses from people and understanding the rational behind that behaviour which sometimes can rack the brains out, especially to self.

told belson earlier that i just felt lost after reading a mail reply to a lot of people, actually, i felt helpless. to share with you, i fear of being helpless to things happening arond me, helpless as time tick seconds by seconds away and our life and essence in living might be wasted.

i want ZingO members to be with ZingO. i dun want to lose another comrade to others. pls make sure you come back, if you are lost, find your way back.

ONg LAi

helpless to the change in hearts.

Shi xiong's birthday.

YO pple,

taking a breather here while printing my notes of the lectures and papers for the projects..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JAMIE SUSIE THOMAS AND ZINGO FOUNDER, ROCH ONG CHEE HAU!!

what great birthdays they have, HAPPY HALOWEEN! as well..

then just now went to causeway point with shi xiong.there was 7pple (for the dunno how many times) present including the old birthday man.. pssss, teck wee, you are not supposed to know who was there..

it was meant to be our treat and instead, shi xiong paid for the meal again. it totally dampened the birthday spirit. we specially met up to treat him an d this is wat happened?! !@#$%!@#$%^&*

from a birthday celebration, it turned out to be akin to the normal treats he would give us when we spend dinnertime with him.. unless he feels damn blissed/happy/good treating us to dinner, we felt failure in this birthday celebrations. why did things have to turn out this way??

then went home straight after dinner due to the dampened atmosphere.

so depressing to fail in organising an event..

YuJun

ZINGO-IANS! PLS GO READ MY REPLY TO THE ANNOUCEMENT CREATED BY CHUN ANN REGARDING THE ZINGO RECUITEMENT DRIVE! READ CAREFULLY AND THINK DEEP. THANKS.

Friday, 26 October 2007

sometimes love makes you hurt like nothing else in the entire world. This usually comes in the form of loss or rejection. More often than not, loss is a part of loving. Losing the love of someone you care deeply for is sometimes like a glass splinter working its way to your heart. It’s a slow, deep sort of alternating pain and numbness which no one else not in your position, just does not seem to understand. As Neil Gaiman so succinctly wrote in his comic book novel series, "It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets inside you and rips you apart pain." -- Leong Wan

quick post before i get back to work.. it's past one already.. perhaps i am not gg to sleep at all.

YuJun

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

status: slacking between the 4.5 hour break

YO pple!

blogging on SX laptop now..

well, it is the midst of the 4.5 hour break.. and kim ROBBED me of my PSP to play.. hence, i am here to kill time..

this two weeks will be project week.. loads of prjects on hand now.. psychological project, macroeconomics article evalution, world history essay, calculus online test 3 and essay 3, definition.. so kinda busy.. shouldn't be slacking now but i am.. haha

so won't be posting much unless such a convenient chance knocks on my brain-step again.

okok.. gg to do my econs le..

but before that, let me remind myself that GREEN TEA FRAPPE IS NOT THE FUEL TO POWER MY BRAIN TO WORK!

YuJun

Sunday, 21 October 2007

recessions of my blog & birthday's celebrations.

Yo PPLe!

as you may have noticed, my blog isn 't doing very well for the past week. However, before last week, it was a boom! almost posting daily and this week is kinda of dead.. well, it's normal, i would say it is the ' business cycle'.. thou the period is very short.. lol

anyway, the past week passed by quite fast. the clocks in the school seem to be ticking time away faster in my point of view. too much projects and assignments.. i know this sounds lame ,

but I WILL SURVIVE!

okok, thay was some reassurance for myself.

and sort of motivation.

and talking with jie min while composing this post, this was what we said.

"
chunruktur says:
how have u been doing?


mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
erm ok ok lor

mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
got a damn lot of work on hand now.


chunruktur says:
hahas

chunruktur says:
is like tt de luhs

chunruktur says:
lols


mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
then very lazy, tired and not motivated plus no inspiration to study.

mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
lol.


chunruktur says:
but cant like tt eh


mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
lol


chunruktur says:
we must have a good cert to secure our future


mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
it was me telling you that de

mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
now it's your turn to consel me seh.

mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
haha


chunruktur says:
hahahas

chunruktur says:
fair mah

chunruktur says:
lols


mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
wth..

mature thinking affects my looks. "dude, i thought you were 23!" -.- says:
-.-"

ok, jie min.. i will not slack and work hard..

okok, for the past week, i did a very serious mistake.

I FORGOTTEN HIU TUNG'S BIRTHDAY. I was very guilt-ridden.

to make myself feel better, i attended his 'birthday celebrations' with 269(chun ann, vincent, tony, eugene and samuel) with ruo han and i as the extras, on the Friday. we bumbed into 2 other birthday celebrarions btw.

i apprantly overslept and was late along with Vincent. man, he's getting more suave and hot. oops. then because of tony's request, we ate Seoul Garden at Marina Square. We ate lots of chicken meat and cake served by the Seoul Garden staff (they were so nice to sing tony the birthsay song).

meanwhile enjoying the 'old school flashbacks', it was a mental torture as well. it was like everytime there was something being mentioned, i was inevitablely reminded of my past in sceondary sch life.

followed by dinner was a walk on the top of the esplande, which obviously was a great place for couples to hang out. hance, i took my mind off the sec sch issue to participate in the peeking of the couples intimitating acts. lol. it was fun for us but not so for the couples ba.. hahah

after embrassing ourselves enough, we found ourselves at a very schecluded part of town. then more past memories flowed back to my mind to push the night's atmosphere to a new low for me. avoided the continued episode of the "old school flashbacks" then went home by the MRT and i did something i hadn't done for sometime.

pretending to be a smart alex.

haix, won't go into details, but those who know wat i mean, so sorry. feels so stupid whenever i recall that..

anyway, a quote to summarize my night's experience,

"Instead of feeling alone in a group, why not feel myself in my own solitude?"

ONg LAi

Monday, 15 October 2007

sorry feelings

yo pple

today is a fresh week and the end of ngee ann poly student's holiday. one word, HAH.

then got back some of the grades of the mid-term papers.

i got only a B+ overall for my maths grade til now. so sad, it's not even an A.

Haiz, undergoing a mid-tern crisis now.. two words, work harder.

the due to the disappointing grades of MTH131, i went on a binge and then my brain lagged. so this was what happened.

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me: "kim, ice-cream, chocolate, banana and cookie~~ come on, my treat for your birthday gift!!"

Kim(grabs wallet and phone): "ok"

[while walking, i asked her abt some words in Korean. well, to keep me mind off the results.]

[after getting Ice cream]

Kim(stone in front of the auntie] : ".................."

Me: " pay leh, kim, why you so blur?!"

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it was supposed to be my treat. so sorry now. lucky she say she will let me make it up to her.. heng ar..

then talking to Mervin til now. seems like i am gg to eat at the SP.. HAH.

ok, need to sleep to replenish my energy.

some quick replies to my tag box..

Tracy and illi: my tag box is kinda like your conversation box now -.-
feimin: dun be sorry, somethings can't be helped..

YuJun
ps, my midterm got only a 86/100 and the overall is 83.6% ONLY! sad.

Saturday, 13 October 2007

100th post!

Yo People!

well, if you are seeing this post,it's my 100th post!!!

well. actually it's nth much lar, so not going to harp at this nonsensical topic.

went to see the movie "The Drummer" today with the usual people at the usual place, AMK hub after practice and lunch.

not gg to tell the whole story out although it is actually quite simple.

"drummer" is kinda like an artistic show, the pace of the movie tells you that and the scenes is another characteristic of the art film kinda thingy. but the pace links to the story, so i consider it ok.

however, while watching the starting of the movie, i think of the word "shallow woman" whenever the female actress's name is being said. basically, she is a sex toy for the men, having good looks, no brains(maybe can't even spell, HAH), afraid of power and not willing to stand up for the love the male lead had for her. oops, she didn't had love for him, which is why, oh well. BIMBO~~

then the love or lust made that guy crazy. then slowly bits and scenes of that female actress lead to one conclusion, leave this kind of woman alone, for she can destroy you.

ok, enough of complaining. oh ya, there's another thing i learnt today.

remember those scenes you see on TV where the roles always tell the one, who drinks to end the sorrows/frustrations, that "drinking will nto solve anything?"

well, i can tell you that's very much true.

after a few+++ cups of Martel corden blue (on the rock), the frustrations is still there within me. and then 40% is getting to be no kick for me le, oh no, what to do, it is getting increasing harder for me to get drunk le.. my my.

at least i know it is kinda hard to get me drunk to do irrational stuff. that's a plus point i think. HAH

okok, got to sleep le..

tmrw K-box got promotion!! sry to ruo han, tony and janice. got to work.. cannot go to K with you guys.. haiz, chalets.

bye bye.

YuJun/ONg LAi

"drumming is not just drumming, it leaves the beats in your heart, becoming your heartbeat."

Friday, 12 October 2007

song post.

YO PPle!!

this post will be on songs!! hope can gather the stuff that i need to do so..

first up,

哲學家 by 范瑋琪



well. you are probably hearing the song right now since i set the code to be auto play(not after i reset the code to be play only when you click). it is kinda new and i am promoting it, very nice. the songs in this album 哲學家 are all very nice, but then this song has a very nice feel to it that makes you wanna dance but then not as noisy like those dance songs.

from movie " music and lyrics" , 'the melody you hear is like when you see a person, his/her appearance, the lyrics is who the person really is.'

so here's the lyrics!! if only we can go online and start knowing people better like a song.

哲学家演唱:范玮琪
专辑:哲学家
作曲:Lisa

如果爱是道北极光
如果我可以睡在沙滩
如果 我变成小孩如果
如果 如果真的那麼难
没有人很了解我吧 我是这麼想
我希望要的生活 谁说了才算

我想我是一个哲学家 可以赞助孤单的家乡
不要人问 不要人猜 不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听 不需要那麼忙

如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书 走一段路 逛一个美术馆
听一首歌 过一条河 喝一碗酸梅汤

在这一秒 扮演一个爱情的自由国王
左想右想 世界原来那麼不一样

於是我看见了海浪
於是我前往一个机场
於是有好几小时慢慢慢慢忘了什麼烦
时间它停止了吗我想想未来
我想我也出一个大约的模样

我想我是一个哲学家可以赞助孤单的家乡
不要人问 不要人猜 不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听 不需要那麼忙
如果我是一个哲学家忘了一个心中的名字有多难看
一本书 走一段路 逛一个美术馆
听一首歌 过一条河 喝一碗酸梅汤

一个哲学家
一个 一个哲学家

我想我是一个哲学家
可以赞助孤单的家乡
不要人问 不要人猜 不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听 不需要
那麼忙如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书 走一段路 逛一个美术馆
听一首歌 过一条河 喝一碗酸梅汤

不要人问 不要人猜 不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听 不需要那麼忙

Second Song


王:你是我心内的一首歌
王:心间开启花一朵
s:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:点在我心内的一首歌
王:不要只是个过客
s:在我生命留下一首歌
s:不论结局会如何


合:好想问你
合:对我到底有没有动心
合:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错


s:点在我心内的一首歌
s:不要只是个过客
王:在我生命留下一首歌
王:不论结局会如何


合:你是我心内的一首歌
合:心间开启花一朵
合:你是我生命的一首歌
s:想念汇成一条河
王:想念汇成一条河


s:好想问你
王:好想问你
s:对我到底有没有动心
王:对我到底有没有动心
s:沉默太久
王:沉默太久
s:只会让我不小心犯错
王:不小心犯错


合:点在我心内的一首歌
合:不要只是个过客
合:在我生命留下一首歌
合:不论结局会如何

OK, two for today, pls take so time to look at the lyrics if you understand. took me to get the spacing and paragraph correct.

YuJun

Enlye ONg or Enili ONg


Que, dun be cpoycat!!

Wednesday, 10 October 2007

Quizzes and personality tests!!

YO pPLe!

from time to time, there is always this urge to do personality tests.

so after i saw julie's blog some time ago, i did the test and kept it somewhere in my computer until now. so, know me better. well, it is quite true.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you meet that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test80.aspx?q=b


What type of personality do you have?


Here is the analysis:
Kind and Gentle
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test79.aspx

haha that's it for now..

so good night then, just came home from the 'thank you party' by heritage fest. beat up walking around with Terrie and li wen. tmrw still having my English mid terms.

NIght!!

Yu Jun
Enlil or Enlye?

tracy, definitely not Wayne, it rhythm with gay.
illi. your URL does not seem to function. re tag pls. then i relink.

new version of beng HairCut


YO PPle


when i am in the dumps of life, there are some things to make me feel better, most of the time.


- friends.

well, a loner's life still have some friends coming into his life, making a difference, from time to time.


there is li wen who is the sunshine gal in our so-called university clique. she is very talkative, approaching and approachable, seventeen, have a thing for guys who have manly hair and big pacs and prasie othe guys and gals for small favours time to time. well, she showed me the sms she sent to the other yujun she knows and to be frank, it's the first time i sense such a sincere and sweet comment.


there is Zi Ming, the snake in ZingO whose words are loose as his bones. well, as a result of that, he tells the truth and he assured me that he will come back to ZingO. oh goodie, a big rock off my heart.


and lastly there is ruo han and tony. they are like my bestie in ZingO, always there to offer help in life.


those who are not mentioned, you know who you are, i just dun want you to be beaten up if i say your name. A-HA A-HA A-HA A-HA A-HA A-HA A-HA


friends, they are able to give me more mental support than some other kind of pple closer to you. hah.


-the hairstylist at 2K Hair Salon BLK123 Yishun Ring Road.


it is kind of a small shop in the neighbourhood, however, he does really nice haircuts, been going there since my secondary school days. somehow magically, i always feel better after a hair cut and today, i felt a hell lot better then yesterday.



this is my new haircut. those black lines are drawn on. the other side also have lines, but this side of the head is better. all that is missing is a earstud to make me look like a complete ah beng. but for my appearance, a earstud will make me look ugly or gay, which is not desirable. AND shi xiong will kill me. HAH.


ok, the post i getting too lengthy


some quick replies to my tag box.


to chun ann: thanks!


to baby/li wen: i am not a stud, the size does not suggest that.


to tracy: well. my English is not as good as you described and i dunno how to teach English, so sorry.


to myrin: that's why i am planning to do the research paper.


YuJun


should i call myself Enlil?


Tuesday, 9 October 2007

my lee's hypothesis of hardwork can compensate for stupidity has broken down.

Prolugue.

I'm so tired.

can't even think of a more sophisticated word of choice.

i want to sleep.


YO PplE!

i am losing my blogger's touch le.

previous posts were kinda boring, dun blame me, blame the mid terms. ok, it my fault ok?

time to buck up.

so this post, i will do better.

as i mentioned in one of my previous posts, a decent and engaging blog should not go about the lengthy stories in your day but the most significant one. it is about writing clearly, precisely and concisely(quoted from Mr Ho, my macro econs teacher who may have cancer. get well soon).

the one most significant event in my life is related to this extract from ruo han's blog.

"Hello everyone. Here's the feed of Salvo's update. Well, performance date is nearing and time is running. The score list are already out so I'll just name them.The first is common to everyone who drummed, it's called 'B' 大组. The second is called 玄, composed by Neo. The third is 浪, done by Aw. Last but not least is 心, by Charmaine.

I personally feel that Aw's score is a work of art. Very beautifully done and the flow is good, just as the name suggests, it is smooth like the waves in the sea. :DBet everyone's bored and doesn't understand what I'm saying. I'll talk about something else since that's about it for Salvo's update. Jiayou people for the performance, gambatte!"-- ruo Han.

after reading this short two paragraphs, i totally broke down. i felt lost, inferior and to a certain extend, ashamed. obviously, "emo" feelings and slight depression(or anxiety, according to one psychological case study) started to sink in. airheadness occurred next, staring into the TV without knowing what is going on in the TV series.

snapping back into reality, i started analysing my inner thoughts along side with typing(actually wanted to use the word 'compose') this post.

why did i have such emotional response?

ZingO members with another identity of Salvo members, their creations, their composition. why did they use it in Salvo and not ZingO? identity crisis. If i would make this an indicator of commitment, that won't be fair.

well, it seems that they are more talented than us, drummers for a much longer time. then comes the issue of intelligence and IQ, because of the hard-to-measure nature of IQ, i shall skip the topic as well.

what really pierce me is the fact that being a drummer for near 5 years, i dun have a creation of my own. i feel so useless.well, that is the mind of a stupid person ba. hard work can't compensate for this. Mr lee, if you are reading, one of your theories has broken down.

other than worrying abt my stupidity, i have two more worries today.

Ruo han's activeness in Salvo worries me. this sudden interest in Salvo, izzit caused by the boredom created by the 7weeks of holidays? what could happen is that ZingO might lose ruo han.i fear of him to change, likewise to neo's, Charmaine's attitude towards Salvo and ZingO.

pls, let this worry be uncalled for.

third worry, it actually is linked to a piece of good news. Sec5 O levels is going end in less then a month i think, that means that teck wee, ZiMing and Edvwin will be free from the chains of CCHY by tmrw, so i heard and see from their MSN nicks.After the O levels, will all three of them come back to ZingO? i have the greatest confidence with teck wee. btu the other 2, worries worries. the 12Zodiacs, we lost 1 to the army, 2 to studies, 1 to games. so that means it will be 8 left, if ziming and edvwin let us down, it will be only 6. fearing that day.

hope it would be unfounded as well.

ok, exhausted.

i need to sleep to recharge and forget about the 3 great worries.

YuJun
shall i call myself "Enlil" ?

Monday, 8 October 2007

strings of my thought

YO PPle

do you think you understand women with just their words? well, if you think so, there is a 99% chance that you are wrong and if you dun, pls keep in tune some time in late nov or early dec for my research paper. hope it will turn out well and i will input a lot of efforts to make my hope tangible.

today went on smoothly, presentation of my library research topic and received alot of positive suggestions and it seems that the guys are more active than the gals. dunno why, maybe chun ann's research paper will tell you that ..haha..

then just came home from the solo Starbucks study session for tmrw's world civilisation mid term. ya, half the semester has past. so fast.

then did quite a bit of studying today, maybe got that speck of hardworking from li wen and the sparked off my own diligent spirit. anyway, thanks li wen. if you dunno her, she is a 16 year old gal who like her bf to call her baby( which chun ann commented that she is too big to be one, and it is no just the age.) and called will a stud(and she told everyone that i lied to her that stud means big man, ok i did lie but then she had to broadcast this to the whole world?!)

anyway, was studying world civilisation just now at Starbucks. revised the first 3 chapters, wondering what abt the next three.

and the weather tonight is so cooling that i actually took a detour to come home just to enjoy it!! actually wanted to walk longer to see the mid night scene de.. however, i have to wake up early tmr morning( have to do that on all the weekdays except Wednesdays). i got a behaviourism problem, i like to arrive school 1.5 hours before class starts. sort of a weird habit but then there are less pple to interact with you see, on the bus and while walking.

ok, backache. gg to sleep le..

night!!

Yu Jun

oh ya, peng hong lost his phone AGAIN. pls drop him your number over msn if you want to.

Thursday, 4 October 2007

oh no no no no no~~

yo pple!

ok the title sounds emo, but it actually is. oops, i am not making sense.. haha. anyway, today had macro exams. thik i am not gg to do well. oh no. declining GPA..

then dunno why today is very "dis-orientated"(quoting from Christ, maybe got the dis-orientation from him.. hmm..) then didn't study much. PSPed alot. my PSP is charging now, he's tired. i am tired as well, keep wanting to fall asleep during classes and exams. oh no no. i am turning into a BAD BAD BADDIE student. damn. i hate pple who sleep in class. gg to hate myself le.. oh no no no.

haha.

then i deleted the ZingblOg le. think i am gg to continue it discretely that only ZingO members can view it. somehow i need to make that possible first. haha. gg to explore the blogger webbie for sometime ba. haha.

without exhausting more energy, i am gg to finish this post by one quote in psychology class today.

"women live longer by being emotional, expressing their emotions out freely. on the other hand, men die earlier BECAUSE women are emotional."

Yu Jun

Tuesday, 2 October 2007

New blog!! and another round of random photos.

YO pplE!!

well. the ZingO friendster blog was giving some problems and i deleted it. how nice this world will be if we can just eliminate pple when they give you problems. muhehe.

then i created this blog!!

http://zingo-ians.blogspot.com/

this will be temperory, ZingOians, pls do check it out. you have 6 days to poll. thanks.
now for anothe round of photos!
yung tau fu at Ngee Ann poly! cheap and nice!!

woa, i want to get down the bus using the DOOR, not the window.


Sparkles.

Lunch today at "attitude Performing Art Cafe"

light yet fufilling. the salad is fresh with nice dressing.
the chunky chicken sandwich is nice. the bread is buttered and grilled, the veggies crunchy and the meat fully favoured and sliced, tender and not tough and dry!
MangO smoothie. well taste it and you will fall in love with it!!
total cost= $10.20(GST includsive)
rating: 4 out of 5

randomly taken by Zi Ming at Vivo if i never rmb wrongly.

okok. got to sleep. tmr still need to go tao payoh to buy stuff.

Yu Jun

wondering how pple kill boredom or get killed by it.

Monday, 1 October 2007

Randomness

the accumulation of photos i took since damn long ago.
one degree 15
looks very nice
but tramatised by the food.

somehow what due to the lighting, there is a artistic feel to this photo.


hey, that's me!! (lol)


turf club, entering there as an underage officially.


bitter looks after a good clique outing.


mao and his 3.2 mega pixels


hong yew and zhen amusing others


from the front to the back, mao, kaiix, ju-blur, hong yew and lastly Zhen.




Terrence and his bee hoon!





Mr Q's shy face





ZingO besides the CCHY24FD dinner photo.(ruo han being enthuse with 'twees')





ZingO besides the CCHY24FD dinner photo.(teck wee close up)








clique !19 outing at the Minds Cafe.


featuring Sarah in gorgeous green shirt and wan ping hiding her face with her palm.





haiz, could have been SO much better.



mei fong and Eunice with the picture blur so you won't see how big is Eunice's mouth exactly.



some old schoolmates



King Chi on Teacher's day 07'



CCHY 24FD dunner photo.




tony trying to "blink" away.










teck wee and tian yuan. kinda miss teck wee on Saturday's practice. hurry finish O level and join us with good grades. same goes to Zi ming and Edvwin.







Xiao jun wen and pliscilla and Janice's head








face of RUO HAN!!(taken under and in between tony's leg)




they say dinosaurs are terrifying.
does these machines scare you? they come with a neck and legs.




yo pple.





happy children's day.








this post gg to be damn disorganised. pardon me for that. it kinda hard to organise my thoughts now.









pls do check out ILLI's blog(over at the links) to listen to her blog song "your call" by secondhand serenade. nice song.




some things abt today,














1)took PSY101 midterm exam, think gg to fail. god-dammn shiit. to think that there are going to be 5 more mid-term papers.














2)felt seriously unwell at the stomach once again.














3)long day. makes me lazy.














4)talking to wei ling makes me think of some issues, cheating methods and look back at the first time of mine. well, it hurts.









ONg